I am...

trying to smile every day but some days are just so hard. Can you make me smile???

What to say, what to say...

All I want to say is... I can't wait to watch Sex in the City!!!! It's coming out May 30!!! Who wants to watch it with me??!??! This is an open invitation!!!

Saddened

So here's the scoop. My neck has been hurting for a while. I went to see my doctor and my xray report shows that I have degenervative changes where the disc between C4 and C5 is narrowing and the curvature of my cervical spine is not what should be which is the main cause of the tingling and numbness down my arm. I'm worried. I'm extremely bothered by this but I've decided to use the knowledge that I have and the help of a physiotherapist to get me through this. I know it will not totally go away but I need to have it under control and I am committed. Wish me well everyone!! I NEED IT! ;)

Are you seriously still reading my blog??

Thanks for visiting still.
I know you're interested in what I have to say.
Sorry if it's been boring.
This is just a place for me to express myself and I know some of my messages are cryptic (this is what my friend told me once).
I just say what's on my mind.
The clock is ticking... your life is ticking... don't ever stand still.
Have you smiled recently?
Go for a walk and get some fresh air. It's rejuvenating.
Just remember... It really ain't so bad.

Today

The sun came out
It was shining so brightly

The sky was clear
Not a cloud to be seen

I went there alone again
But I didn't feel alone

I looked up
Then closed my eyes

I felt the warmth of the sun
It was simply relaxing

If you just realize what I just realized then...

Feb 13, 2007

That was the date I had my knee surgery.
My scars are still very visible.
How come it takes so long to fade?
It's been bothering me a lot recently.. Why can't it just go away?
:(

Hmm????

It's the deeper, more psychological needs that we are unconsciously trying to satisfy.

Must see

For those who haven't seen this video yet, please watch it now ->
http://video.stumbleupon.com/#p=ithct48cqw

"Life is a gift"

Thanks for the shots

Friday night was a crazy night.
Thanks to all my pptc peeps for all the laughter.
I had 5 shots and a caesar.
I was surprisely fine and still standing.
I won't forget how drunk S was. It was absolutely hilarious.
We gotta see you drunk again S but please don't puke! =P

Drenched

M and I went for our usual walk along the seawall today. As we were 20 minutes into our walk, droplets of rain began to fall down on us. Minutes later... IT WAS POURING! We tried to walk it still despite the weather but realized the rain wasn't gonna let down. Before we knew it, our jackets, pants and shoes were drenched! This was a first for me - walking in the heavy rain for more than 10 minutes without my umbrella!!!! It was crazy. We, of course, turned back and headed back to the car. Imagine pulling your sweatpants out of the washer and putting them on. That was exactly what we experienced today. Despite the rain, we were still able to put in a good 50mins of brisk walking/jogging. We will have to conquer the seawall again next Sunday. Let's hope the sun shines on us! =)

Who was I kidding?

How was I not going to continue writing in my blog? I'm at a point in my life where I want to share with you all how I feel. It hasn't been the best of times for me recently but I want you to know that I am living my life the way I know how. As hard as it might be, I will continue to smile.

The weather in Vancouver today was fantastic!! I only wish we get this kind of weather every single day - Sunny and beautiful. I got off work early today and rather than watching Oprah (which I haven't watched in ages), I went for a stroll along False Creek. Let me tell ya, it was well worth it!! =) I was alone today and I must say it was peaceful. I took my ipod with me and I was definitely in my own world for a good hour. I sat alone near David Lam park and witnessed the sun glistening upon the waters of False creek. I took a deep breath. I looked up into the sky. I felt at peace with myself. It felt really, really good.